pa pa party

i want to go to a party. i need to go to a party. i want to have a party. i don't want to have a party. i want to have a party. no, wait, no i don't. yes yes, i do. i don't want people vomitting at my house. but i want to have a party in my new house. no, i don't, i don't want to ruin it. but i feel like i should celebrate turning sixteen. but not a party. argh yes i do, and i can make it a sophie/sez return from france party. what am i talking about, i don't want a party. but i really want to. no no no i don't, what if something gets ruined? nothing got ruined at sophie's party. but somebody vomitted on the floor. but it was outside. yeah but vomit is vomit. i'm only young once, just have fun.

scratch that, lets do this